Spirit Animals and Auras

This year was a year of change for me, and I wanted to write about this because some interesting things happened to me that I couldn't explain at all to myself and made no sense to me.

I am a big believer of spiritulism. I was raised a Catholic but I don't practice it at all. I grew up with my own beliefs and ideas of how you should be in life, including kind and helpful to others. I am very open minded to others beliefs and ideas.

I always wondered why dragonflies were around me all my life, and this year is the first time I realized that dragonflies are my spirit animals or "angels". I have picture proof of them landing on me, and it's happened many times during my life. 

This year especially, I saw them more than usual. And in one particular moment when I thought I was completely lost in life, and I was so depressed and angry, dragonflies showed up almost like in a cloud. There must have been at least 20 of them. It's hard for me to admit this because I try to act so tough on the outside, but I started bawling my eyes out knowing that everything will be ok. 

I did some research about dragonflies, and it was interesting to me because it fit my life so perfectly. 

"The dragonfly, in almost every part of the world symbolizes change and change in the perspective of self realization; and the kind of change that has its source in mental and emotional maturity and the understanding of the deeper meaning of life."

"The dragonfly totem carries the wisdom of transformation and adaptability in life. As a spirit animal, the dragonfly is connected to the symbolism of change and light. When the dragonfly shows up in your life, it may remind you to bring a bit more lightness and joy into your life. Those who have this animal as totem may be inclined to delve deep into their emotions and shine their true colours."
When your spirit animal shows up in your life, it’s an indication that it’s time for change. Just like the dragonfly changes colors as it matures, an individual may be called to live and experience life differently. 
The dragonfly is characterized by amazing flight patterns as it appears to be able to change direction swiftly, gliding through the air with no apparent effort. Its lightness inspires those who have the dragonfly as totem to use their ability to be flexible and highly adaptable in any situation.
Another strange experience I had very recently, and if you are a believer you will appreciate this. I saw an aura around me. I was in a situation that made me feel like everything fell apart, but this aura told me something different. It calmed me and it didn't scare me at all. I have never experienced something like it. I could see the light right around my whole body. 
Auras can reveal information about your thoughts, feelings, dreams, and even others wishes for you. Each color is not completely straightforward, and one must take into account the shade of a color in order to get an exact reading. Auras are given off by all living things because they emit energy with a special vibration and color. That color can be seen by gifted people and those trained in the healing arts, who can manipulate energy fields for effective healing.
I saw a green aura, and specifically more turquoise in colour.
GREEN AURA COLOR MEANING: Relates to heart and lungs. It is a very comfortable, healthy color of nature. When seen in the aura this usually represents growth and balance, and most of all, something that leads to change. Love of people, animals, nature; teacher; social. Turquoise, in general  is the ultra aura color for a powerful healer. You help others discover their inner truths. Usually found in doctors, healers and counselors.

This feels like me. To be honest I don't even know what to do with all this, but I wanted to share anyways. Maybe this has happened to you too in a different way. Perhaps you feel confused. I sure did but it's ok because deep down you will know what it all means and it will all make perfect sense.